Foxblaze: She's my mother and loves me and cares for me no matter what, she means the world to me. That doesnt mean she's faultless Im realising. I hope shes ok.

Kestrelstar: Birdbrain was my brother and my best friend. My closest confidant and partner in role and life. His absence is a hole in my chest I cannot fill.

Coldamber: She was a mother in another clan for a time, in the end she remembered nothing. I still love her despite that and wish she was here.

Cricketpaw: It seems like insanity to have a crush on a ghost I dont even believe exists outside my head but who else could I really feel safe around? Im calm with her

Lionstar: I cared for him, I said I didnt but I think everyone knew that was an act. He made me and this clan and now he's dead. That kind of thing lingers.

Honeykit/Cloudedkit/Fidgetkit: I loved them. I loved them all so much for everything they were and could become. I failed them. I dont think the hurt will ever stop

Stonetalon: He feels safe. Like he'd actually protect me if someone wished me ill and I feel like everyone does now adays. He's almost more then friend now and I wish I was strong enough to help him in his life. ...When he was here at least.

Rowanmist: A gentle giant who's basically harmless but his kindness is something that I appreciate. He's seen me mean but doesnt care and still been kind I'll remember that. I hope he's ok since I left.

Bounceberry: Weirdest guy Ive ever met but I like him anyways.

Junipersong: Wiser in the matters of the heart then me, a friend.

Lavenderkit: Maybe she was just me trying to replace my lost family but that feels incorrect and disrespectful to her. I tried to be better for her, now Ill try to be better in her wake.