Nathaniel
Active, Missing, Dead
Positive
Foxblaze: My mother loved me soundly and was good to me, giving me the best start in life I could have had. But she wasnt faultless and vanished often when I needed her. Despite that, Id love to see her again.
Kestrelstar: Birdbrain was my brother and my best friend. My closest confidant and partner in role and life. His absence is a hole in my chest I will never fill and will always miss. He would have loved to be an uncle.
Coldamber: My mother in another clan, the only mentor Ive ever really had, she took care of me and saw me as a child few else did. Even in starclan she is still watching over me.
Cricketpaw: I thought her a figment of my imagination, a dream, a childish crush I'd made up. Turns out she was a ghost trying to help me who I outgrew. I will always remember her fondly.
Lionstar: I cared for him, I said I didnt but I think everyone knew that was an act, despite plenty of reason to despise him for the burden he forced me into. He made me, in a way and then he was gone.
Honeykit/Cloudedkit/Fidgetkit: My baby siblings. I loved them. I loved them all so much for everything they were and could become. And then mom left and I failed them, couldnt be enough to fill that gap. I dont think the hurt will ever stop
Stonetalon, Rowanmist, Junipersong: Friends, safe, protective, kind friends they were. I dont really know what ended up happening to them, but I hope they lived well.
Bounceberry: Weirdest guy Ive ever met or trained but I like him anyways. Very un shadowclan medicine cat.
Rhiannon: MY WIFE MY LOVE my entire mental stability.
Snowdrop: My little mini me~ Who has also always seems somehow exhausted by her own dear dad and is picking up on her mothers fussing habits.
Rowan: My silly happy playful little kit, please never loose your shine and joy.
Ginger/Fog: I love my children so so much, I just hope Im not making these two overly dependent on me...
Berryshine: Dear girl you deserve better, support, cats to rely on. Like I didnt have all to often. Ill do my best to give you that.
Neutral
Greyclaw: I suppose he was my father? Not much else to say.
Fawnsqueak: We needed a medicine cat and he wasnt there, we needed training and he wasnt there. Some things cant be forgiven. He didnt deserve to die though.
Plumstorm: I get where shes coming from I do but..... Im scared of her Im scared of my own clanmate
Lizardfrost: I dont know what to think about her and I dont think she does either.
Wormbite: Seems allright as a dude but we never gotten really bond and cross the line to friends, which I regret.
Sunpaw: Im conflicted. On one paw genuinely nice cat whos not irritating to be around. On the other everything Im not.
Icicleripple: I was perhaps a bit too cruel to her. It was war, I did what I needed to but she was a young medicine cat like I was and instead of helping I knocked her low.
Talonhive: Im so so sorry.
Negative
FrostPAW (HAH!): Just ugh, no. A worse cat/medicine cat/idiot has never existed.
Sootflare: He left us, left me alone as a CHILD to lead a clan he swore to lead! He could have been great.
Thunderclans many leaders: Ive never met a good one!
Blizzardsky: How has this guy lived this long? He so... stupid.
Lotusheart: Shes gone back and forth in my mind for some time now but there's something just wrong about her.
Sparrowskip/Skystar: Theres so much to say about him, I dont think we wouldve ever gotten along in any circumstances and while I do wish him the best... He was SUCH a disappointment.
Thunderclan
Clan of cowards and chaos who use backhanded tactics to get whatever they want with no care for others.
I do regret going so far against them, if only because it wasnt worth it.
Windclan
Decent folk with a decent leader. They all have good hearts if are a bit prone to getting pushed around a lot.
Riverclan
My clan. My home. I betrayed them by leaving them without a healer but... Riverclan ate me from the inside like poison and had I stayed I wouldnt know what it was like to live without pain.
Shadowclan
Sadists. Insane. Their leader is a right maniac. They somehow turn out good medicine cats however.